As of late I haven't been able to be happy, my life is going downhill and I feel like there's nothing I can do. I just can't be bothered with life anymore, I barely have a relationship, I don't have any friends to talk to, I feel so alone and I can't even get motivated to do anything these days, everything I had to look forward to is no longer there, what's the point in going on? What's the point in anything? What's the point in even writing this journal? Nobody is going to read it.